May 11 2006
Condamned to live in his shadow….
This morning, i woke up with the delighting feeling that everything would be ok today. And still i believe it at half past twelve, because i feel so great. The only things that troubles my mind is the shadow of his eyes. He is facing me, in his lovely portrait, and still he does not even look at me, he is so far away and so close… in the meantime i think that he is not worthy to get sad for… but his gaze is so intense, so strong, so sad, so shadowy. And despite my wonderful mood, i will have to live in his shadow because he is there, everytime i wake up… ( i think you could understand it if you wake up once by my side…)
